Done TTC, husband is upset and heartbroken

I decided today to get an IUD after work without my husband knowing, I told him once I got home what I did. We’ve been TTC for a few months now but with him being an officer in a “hot” area i don’t feel comfortable with TTC, other officer’s houses and their families have been targeted and I just don’t want that to happen to us while I’m pregnant or with a newborn as I spend most nights alone. I never seen him cry this way and he refuses to talk with me right now but I truly think this is for the best. Am I in the wrong for this?

How am I wrong for making a choice about my body to benefit my family? It’s illogical to have a child when the current things in our area are #ACAB as well as “kill a cop, save a life”; I understand why things are happening but there’s lashing out and revenge to officers, he’s hurt now but I’m sure he’ll understand the logic of my choice and get on board. It’s not like it’s forever, I can take it out after a few years.

Not about who I married so I guess go on with that 🤷🏼‍♀️ also we’re not a family that supports the blue lives matter movement so 🤦🏼‍♀️

I’m racist because I don’t support a stupid movement made by egotistical cops who are on a power trip to silence the black lives matter movement?