Scared. Nervous 😟

Allanah

So on February 20th 2020 I found out I was pregnant. The couple days before that I wasn’t feeling myself so I said let me take a test. And it came out positive. I was so happy because this is all I ever wanted was to be a mom. So that same day I made an appointment with my primary doctor saw my doctor about 3 days after my BFP So they took blood hcg was good rising etc... then around a week after that I began cramping and bleeding. I made an appointment with a obgyn and the day of my appointment I wasn’t bleeding so she said I was fine. A day passes and I’m still cramping a lot and now bleeding even more. So I go to the hospital. They take blood my hcg has gone up and they did an ultrasound they saw nothing doctor said I was fine. Then a couple more days I’m still bleeding now I know this isn’t normal cause your not supposed to bleed that long while pregnant. So I go to a different obgyn and he finds that the baby is in my right tube. An ectopic pregnancy. So he sends me to the hospital I get the methotrexate injection. After that I got my first cycle in April. Then thought I was pregnant after that cycle. I wasn’t my period came 2 days after I tested. So now just passed another cycle in May and now I am cramping and mostly on my right side my boobs look pregnant. I took a test last night which I should have did in the morning but I couldn’t sleep if I didn’t take it . And this is the test. I’m scared to be pregnant again because what if it is in my tube again. The cramping is on the right side. And my period isn’t due for 9 days and I’ve never had pms symptoms a week and some days before my period. I’m just scared. It looks positive but idk