How did you do it?

If applicable —

How did you get the willpower to leave your baby daddy while pregnant?

Mine is a bad high functioning alcoholic who puts alcohol and his friends before me and only comes to me when he’s sad or hungover and doesn’t feel good.

I hate that I wait 2 or so days for him to come and love me and I never tell him no I always let him back. Please. I need to let go of him and stop feeling sorry for him. He’s done things to me I would never do to him. How can I let him go.

UPDATE:

I read all the comments and you are all right. I have to let it go. I can’t keep fighting for something that doesn’t exist. He hurt me so bad his morning. That I hit him. I’ve never hit anyone my whole life. I’m done...