I think I’m going through depression

I’m not sure I guess it’s normal with everything going on... I’m married 3 kids healthy no major issues but I feel depressed like everyday feels pointless I don’t want to “deal” with the kids I don’t want to do anything I’m literally on my phone hardly talk to my family I just do what I need to do to get by ....... idk I’m not like this I usually enjoy motherhood...... I cook clean take care of my family but it’s just so much now. I’m just not sure. I’m down about my self I have no motivation to do anything. I see people living their life even though this pandemic and riots. I’m feel stuck

I miss life before the pandemic

I’ve been home for so long that now I’m nervous about going out I don’t want people to see me