First timer

Hey! So I'm pregnant. I've peed on about ten sticks. I've got an appointment to do it at a doctors office tomorrow to pee on their official stick.

My best friend had a miscarriage recently and I can't stop thinking about miscarriages or ectopic pregnancies. Im fixated on waiting for this awful shoe to drop basically. Idk how to calm down about it.

I guess I won't know if it's implanted in the right spot until my first ultrasound at 12 weeks.

No bleeding so far, just sore boobs, nausea, fatigue and a head ache.

Any tips on ways to calm the hell down and enjoy this time?