Im so fucking angry this isnt even a question i just suffer from ptsd, anxiety , & manic depression. getting raped aint no joke it has changed me as a person so drastically i used to be a young innocent flower now im full of hatred, dread, & grief. i got raped at the age of 14 im 17 now its hard being a teenager just going through this shit i be feeling like giving up. Im sorry that this post is all over the place my thoughts are just everywhere. Please this a cry for help I need advice on older survivors how do u deal with this type of pain the rest of your life its only been 3 years and i still feel like im drowning and nobody even sees it. How can u live the rest of your life dealing with rape in the past how please i need answers