So apparently I’m not fun, even when I drink

So I am 17 almost 18 and my stepbrother is 16 and my cousin is 16. We decided we would drink some tonight just for fun. So both my cousin and my stepbrother are like completely blasted.

I’m over here stopping them from jumping on the roof, going on a bike ride in the middle of the night. I kind of feel bad. Because I want to have fun but for some reason I keep mothering them. I’ve had to distract them with TV and food twice.

They keep judging me for not being as drunk as them even though I’ve had the exact same amount of alcohol if they have. It’s not my fault that I have nobody that the negative and apparently can handle it better.

Please don’t judge I’m just a teenager trying to have fun, we’ve literally never done anything like this before.