I know people are gonna say you should be happy blah blah blah your having a baby but I’m pissed off to the point where i don’t even want to be pregnant anymore! This is my first child with my so and we both wanted a girl so bad ! Our gender reveal is on Sunday and LabCorp sent a unmarked email to me with the results and I opened it not knowing now everything is ruined ! To top it all off I have to have another c section! How long will this disappointment last and how soon can I try again ?