Burnt out

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I am so burnt out. I'm home all day every day with two toddlers, doing all the chores alone, all the errands while dragging them along, I do all the budget stuff. I dont get to do anything for myself, I don't even enjoy things anymore because every goddamn day is the same. Can't take them to the park, can't afford a jungle gym for at home, walks dont work because then they just complain I put them in the stroller or that I won't let them play on the now-fenced-off equipment.

I am losing my goddamn mind. I've seen a Dr, im not depressed or anxious im literally just burnt out and so beyond crazy stupid tired.

My support system really freaking sucks right now, and my husband has openly admitted he can't do what I do but hasn't made ANY move to step up and give me a freaking break.

How do you get over this? I'm like...angry with everything right now and im so sick of it but faking being happy isn't working.