Venting / question

Clarisa

Well my baby is 6 weeks

And I have a 12 year old

And a 5 year old

Lately I been extremely tired no energy since the beginning I pretty much washed clothes cleaned and cooked since having the baby... my boyfriend had his weeks off but he hardly helped me... the house was always a mess and he was there for the older 2 but when they cooked it was a mess and didn’t cleaned till later....

He now returned to work and it’s worse

He doesn’t help me cook hardly clean he hardly picks up his own clothes it’s like I have another child... I have to always tell him about bills and everything he works 12 hours day shifts but me I’m still furloughed from my. Job and plus I’m on medical leave (due to a job injury) for my hand I need surgery on it but because of my being pregnant and having the baby my doctor been is delaying it......

So on top of my hand always hurting I don’t get the help I need not want but need... he expects me to cook clean and take n care of a newborn I am down to a blow up but I don’t want to so I hold it in... I already exploded before and he said it was my. Hormones but it’s not....

Today was my last straw I’m to the point of just crying and saying I’m tired and hurting I’m giving up. But I can’t I have my kids take care of I love them a lot....Do you ladies get the help you guys need???