This next cycle is month 8 of TTC.

Each time my period shows up im devastated and feel like I've failed my body somehow.

The cramps and blood are just reminders for a whole week to endure.

When does it get easier and less painful?

Miscarriage 2 years ago and took a break from ttc because that almost killed me. It hurt me so much I needed to work a lot on my mental health. We feel so ready now. We are in such a good place. Im so ready. I beg God for my time to be now.

Sorry for the rant. My heart is just aching tonight.

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