Today I had a zoom gender reveal with friends and family. Although I am really happy for the baby I’m expecting and I thank god for giving me this precious gift, but I can’t help by feeling sad that i couldn’t do an actual celebration in person with my family and friends. I haven’t really seen my family in months and I feel so lonely. I was happy to see people join the zoom but I couldn’t help but cry, this whole pandemic I wish it was gone, I’m so tired of living in stress and fear and not getting to give this baby a real gender reveal or baby shower 😞. I decorated my house but it’s not the same and now I can’t help but feeling sad and crying.