Hi,

I am pregnant with my second baby (due begin Feb 2021). My last pregnancy took a very bad turn. I developed severe preeclampsia and Hellp syndrome and my baby girl was born in week 32. We are all well today and I am eternally thankful that my baby is a true fighter and I was able to fully recover.

Because of what happened three years ago, this pregnancy has been an emotional rollercoaster so far. I am extremely anxious that something is wrong (eggtopic pregnancy, miscarriage, that I will again develop a Hellp, having an extreme premie). I just can't stop.ruminating about all the things that could go wrong- as if my psyche is conditioned (pregnancy means something can happen to you and your baby all the time so you have to be alerted). I was wondering if there is anyone else who is suffering from this constant rumination after having preeclampsia, Hellp or premature birth?