Today marks NINE DAMN LONG MONTHS of TTC. I thought for sure this was the month, today I was 9 dpo and I was like “im going to test.” I go to the bathroom and I started my period. I’m mad, I’m sad, I’m ugly crying. I have a perfect little boy, who I am so grateful for but I want another baby. I am young, I don’t know why this has been so hard!!! I swear (not hating) everyone else just thinks about a baby and BAM, they’re pregnant. I have all my family telling me that its time for another one. I’m so hurt and sad, I thought I was finally pregnant. Like how do you have sex on a peak of 2.15 and not get pregnant?!? I’m so frustrated and mad. I’m about to be sent on a month and a half long work trip and that’s more time I won’t be able to convince. I 👏🏻JUST 👏🏻WANT👏🏻 A 👏🏻BABY 👏🏻

Thank you for coming to my rant.

Baby dust to all. ✨💗