Spiritually aware

Certain moments things will just make sense & I’ll get a random knowing about something or a situation, like God just gave me the answer.. but then I lose it...? How do I continue to be aware & how do I really understand God & his words? I try reading the Bible & I don’t really understand it. So instead I feel like I go through a lot of things to get the answers & lessons of this makes any sense... really hard to explain.