Honestly. I suffer from depression. I'm a fragile person with serious trust issues. So when a guy comes a long who seems different then the rest, honest, and genuine, I fell head over heels so quickly. Like we started dating three weeks after meeting. We dated for 4 months. I know it doesn't seem long at all. We didn't live togetber. He would always come over to my condo.

I fell for him like a dummy. There were red flags but I overlooked them because im always reading too much into stuff and it makes things worse. Like wanting intimacy really quickly. Unprotected because he believed that if God wanted to give us a baby then he would. I got pregnant. And I miscarried. He was extremely supportive through it all. I never went to his house. There was always a reason why like messy or the landlords were renovating it and there was roof damage etc.

Turned out to be married. She found out about me. Blasted me on social media and called me every name in the book accused me of stealing her husband and being a homewrecker who was destroying her family.

I feel so guilty. I have this new wave of depression that's hit me. I dont know what to do with myself. I feel so hurt and broken and guilty that I ruined a girls marriage. What do I do? Besides never speak to him again I know. Just how do I get through this??