What advice y’all give me ?

So before I got on the nexplanon I was 130 pounds but since I got on it I don’t be hungry and I lost so much weight right now I weight 118 and I feel so insecure I want my weight back. So I’m thinking about getting the implant removed cause I don’t wanna get more skinny. First picture is how I was before ❤️second pic is how I look now 😣 what y’all think I should do ?💔