Everyday I hope with all my heart that my water breaks.

Every single day I’m waiting on these contractions to grow in intensity or come more frequently.

My back is wrecked, everything swollen and I can’t stop sweating. For the last few morning I wake up crying because it’s another night that I didn’t have my sweet baby in my arms.

I can’t handle pregnancy anymore and I’m suffering legitimate depression from it. I’m finding no joy doing anything and it takes all my strength to even get out of bed.

Anyone else experiencing depression too?