Hi! My 1st born nephews 1st Angelversary is coming up next month and I'm struggling already the closer it gets. I'm just still so sad and heartbroken over it. I cnt seem to get past it. I was sleeping with his shirt for quite a few months after but I hve since stopped. I hung it up finally. This boy was more my brother than nephew. He was my baby practically. He came into my life when I was 6 and he is the reason why I became an Auntie. I hve 2 other nephews( his brothers) that followed after his birth. His baby brother is the one who found him. David knew he was overdosing so his death was excruciating. He wasn't David lets just say when Joshua found him. He died July 27 2019 at 27 yrs old. He died of a fentanyl overdose. I'm posting this I guess to vent and to ask for prayers for my sanity and my familys. If you believe in God or not, even just some positive vibes or whatever you are into. Please send them our way..His name was David Lacey. TYIA