I Feel Cursed

Crystal

I posted yesterday. I had a very faint positive. I posted here and in the faint lines group. It was the first time I've seen anything on a pregnancy test in 2 years of trying and I need opinions. We all agreed. The line was there. Yay!!! Finally!! But I planned on retesting on Tuesday since the line was faint. This morning, I get up, go to the bathroom, and there's blood. Wtf. This cant be happening. I just tested yesterday. My period was late.... I've had tender breasts. I...dared to hope and now here I am, tampon in feeling that same lonely feeling of defeat and uselessness and ... I don't know what to do anymore. I just...sigh....