I’m in a very toxic relationship with a man. I have a toddler. I hate how it feel about this whole situation. He isn’t overtly absuive so my family doesn’t really suspect but he’s wearing me down day by day. And sometimes I dont even wanna get out of bed but I do for my child.

I always knew deep down I was making a mistake by marrying a man. I have always had feelings for women. Even though I have never acted on them for fear of my family and rejection. I feel like I need to give myself a chance to be happy and find someone I really love. But do women even accept other women who have been in a long term relationship with a man.. and even have a child?

I know I need to get my life together before I ever try to date again. But I cant help but imagine what my life might look like in a few years. I don’t want to be lonely forever.

I wish I had someone to talk to even just a friend that could reassure me. Or let me vent. This whole situation has been so stressful