I’m so irritated y’all like tf. My dude procrastinates so fucking much and I’m really considering leaving because of it. Like love and shit aint enough to make relationships work. I’m just tired of it..he’s been out of work since mf April because his picky ass wanna get into Pepsi while I’m blowing thru my money to support us and his child. Then his child another story I love her! Me and her are legit best friends. She prefers me over her dad and I think it’s mainly cause I’m the type to get down and play. We dance and do every thing literally. But lately all his ass does is play the damn game and sleep and when I say it’s so fucking irritating ...I rather him stay home and play the game than b cheating as woman say but at this point idgaf about none of that tf. I want help paying these damn bills right now. I NEED help. I’m tired of repeating myself feeling like I’m nagging then he wanna catch attitudes and shit when I repeat myself. And I stop saying shit after while because I done said it so many fucking times and when I explode he wanna say stop letting it build up. Fuck that and you tf. Get on your shit..and I’m not even the type to talk about my dude but I’m this frustrated. I’m typing this on the way to my friends BBQ..that’s how annoyed I am. His daughter been over a few days and every morning she wakes me up..also she’s 2 and she almost has potty training down packed and she wakes up and jumps in our bed ..I’m the one having to keep getting up thru the night and washing her up , changing sheets and then her waking me up 8 am I get up he been staying sleep til like 10/11 it’s annoying !!! I really don’t b minding because that’s kinda me and her morning routine ( get up dance brush our teeth wash up/ shower , hair more dancing eating etc ) but damn dude can I get some fucking help..matter fact I don’t care about the help get the fuck out the damn bed . Then me and her play all day..he plays a little bit still on that damn game ..her nap time around 2/3 pm his ass goes to sleep right with her like wtf have you done all day to just b sleeping then she wakes up around 5 pm his ass still sleep. It’s especially annoying like today his daughter goes home 7 pm on Sundays and he decided to sleep knowing we had somewhere to b and she gotta b home by 7 cause her mom has her n bed by 9:30 ...I’m trying not to complain cause I love his child and she isn’t the issue her dad is. And I always think damn if I left she’d b crushed. She doesn’t even like waking up and me being gone. She will literally cry and pout and not engage with her dad or anyone else til I tell her I’m coming home. Like that little girl loves me so damn much but her dad just ugh.!! Im being extremely patient but Idk how much more patient I can fucking be..! Sorry this was long I just really needed to vent. It just irritates me cause our relationship isn’t bad at all fr but this procrastination shit is in the damn way ..all the way n the way ! It makes me think tf am I gone b doing all the work when we have our own kid(s) tf!