Tired of being overweight

I had my daughter 4 months ago. I haven’t lost any of the weight and actually gained more than what I was when I had her.

I feel so disgusted with myself. I’m only 5’3 but I weigh around 170-175. I’m actually fine with having thicker thighs and booty but I have disgusting love handles and my face looks huge. I’m so embarrassed about my weight that I won’t even go out anymore. Me hating myself makes me eat even more.

What can I do to find motivation to be healthy!? It’s so hard. I don’t want to look like this anymore.