Apparently we are fwb but act like a couple ???

After over a month of talking I finally realize what he wanted and talked to him ab fwb.

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It was so confusing cuz the entire time we acted like a couple in private and in public w hand holding. I noticed he held my hand whenever a group of guys came around yesterday while we waited for a restaurant. He also does it even if we are just walking around outside. Idk.

It really fucked with my head that we did this.

Fwb shouldn’t be like that. Not that I’ve ever had one. I haven’t even had sex. Idek if I do want a fwb cuz I get attached easily. Btw. I’m attached to him. But I know he’s not the right guy for me to date, and I knew that even before I realized he only wanted fwb.

But it’s so fucking fun hanging w him. He shows me all around Maine and takes me to the coolest places and we have a bunch of fun. He pays for my meals when we eat out (to be fair I get that cuz I drive 2+ hours each time to get to his apartment).

Idk why he ever had me meet his friends and hang w them. I told him I don’t want to because all they see me as is his new temporary slut he’s having fun w. His friends are nice but not like over nicely if uknow what you mean. So it’s just awkward esp cuz I have no reason to put effort into “clicking” w them , so I don’t.

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But basically I need to know how to go about this. He’s living a guys dream cuz we are apparently fwb but he gets the perks of a relationship