Not how I planned the birth

Jessica

So i had my last appointment today im 39wks.

Dr said I'm 2 cm and 80% effaced.

He scheduled me for induction on Tuesday because that's when he is on call and never offered to strip my membranes. I also told him I didn't want an epidural and he said I was crazy and shouldn't let my past pregnancies scare me! Umm yea im scared.

I feel that I may have chose the wrong dr for what I wanted....i know too late. Another Dr that I am close with said she is on call Monday if I needed to go in. I so wish I could go into labor before Tuesday. I feel so uneasy right now. Not sure what to do.