Freaking out

Hi there! I just found out yesterday that I am pregnant with my 3rd (4th pregnancy). I am totally freaking out. I had a urine test done last week and it was negative but since I was nearing 3 weeks late and have a history of ectopic pregnancies, my doc made me do a blood test to see and it was positive!

I believe that baby’s are blessings but I am so scared. My work situation isn’t what I wanted it to be and this pregnancy was an accident. My husband has been working overnights for 3 months and I kept forgetting to take my pills. We literally slept together MAYBE once a month since March. We weren’t planning to try for another baby until the end of this year beginning of next year.

I actually just found out this week that my work wasn’t happy when they found out I was pregnant with my 2nd (he is now 13.5 months) so I was in the process of looking elsewhere for a job and this kind of throws a wrench in that. I feel like I’m going to have to suck it up until after this baby is born before I could even think about leaving. Any other mamas go through an experience like this? Any advice? TIA!