Me And My Ex Husband Are Getting Remarried!

For anyone who's been following this story. It all started with my ex husband having an abusive gf and me helping him out of the relationship. We got drunk and ended up sleeping together. We were sleeping together for a while then started dating all over again. We got married at a young age. We already had a baby and it felt like we were getting married because we had to. We after all had a baby. Now we are getting married because we WANT to. The years we were divorced he became my best friend. The time we've been dating I realized I will always be in love with him... We are in premarital counseling. It feels like we are actually doing something for us, not because it's "right". We are older and needed that time split up. There may be some opinions on this but we couldn't be more sure with our choice. It feels different than our first time getting married. It feels right