Had it twice (have three kids)

One at 32 weeks and my latest who is 8 months old at 34 weeks ..

I am obsessing over this badly. I want this baby girl to get to 36 weeks so bad but I’m afraid my body wont let me...

I almost lost my son ... I didn’t plan to have any more after that but it happened and we love her so much already but to go thru a NICU again ... I want to scream and cry... to not bring her home as I leave the hospital! I can’t do it again! I’m losing so much hope that we can make it to 36 weeks :,(

Just needed to rant