So I've been dealing with some major pains since my miscarriage (back in 2014)

After the miscarriage they put me on the implant after a round of depo (to prevent a pregnancy while I was fertile after miscarriage) and it made me sick. I had the longest period Of My Life. Had it removed (2015) went off birth control. Haven't had a normal period since. AND I'm a cyst former (Great!)

My fiance and I have been trying to conceive (for about 10 months now) and we had a success back in March (yay) but two days before my 8 week ultrasound (thanks COVID) because I couldn't get in sooner about my issues I'd had in the past.... I miscarried once again. What do I do y'all. I'm so tired of hurting 😭