darn feelings hahah

I’ve known this guy for about a month now, we’ve just been fooling around & having sleepovers here & there. I adore him now though, we talked about our feelings about 2 weeks ago. He admitted he likes me, but isn’t ready for anything serious. Which I totally understand. I’m 21, he’s 27. I have a son, he has no kids. I wish he went more in depth about what he actually feels for me.

I love when he holds me at night, holds my hand when we’re sleeping. Gives me forehead kisses. Runs his finger along my back & runs them through my hair. His smile is super sweet; his eyes go so chink! lol. But, I can’t tell him these things because I don’t want to rush him. the reason he’s not ready for a relationship is because he just lost his sister in February & I try & be there for him when he needs it & I’m fine with that. I just wanted to let this out somewhere. ☺️