Starting to get bitter

Cristina

Hello!

So we’ve been trying for 10 months and so far no luck. At the beginning I thought I would get pregnant on the first try, ha! A few months in I started taking supplements, using opks and tracking bbt. So far so good. I don’t know what happens but it feels like just after my period we’re having lots of sex and before it as well but for some reason there’s always SOMETHING and on the key days there’s nothing.

I told my boyfriend on Saturday/Sunday that it was a “good day” as he calls them (I ovulated around that time), and on Saturday he was shattered from work and sports and Sunday he got tipsy and even though we had sex I now feel that wasn’t enough. Yesterday we talked about it and he asked me if Sunday would’ve been too late. He really wants a child but he’s like everyone else with that “it’ll happen when it’s supposed to” bullshit. It gets on my nerves! Don’t get me wrong, there have been many months when we’ve had plenty of sex during fertile week but somehow I don’t think he gets how I feel when my period shows up or when I try to time everything right and the only thing he has to do, is, well, me 😏

Sorry, rant over.