This is a rant, last night I was crying my eyes out till I was asleep because of this.

The back story is I’m in new pregnancy and early, so my body is working HARD and I am extremely tired, I fell asleep early afternoon yesterday and was woken up to messages of abusive as my boyfriend was thinking I was out with other people!!! CHILDISH I know,

Long story short he was saying some nasty things to me, he told me he doesn’t want to see me on my birthday and everything we were doing is cancelled now,

he’s going to go out drinking,

he knew I was crying my eyes out alone in my bedroom and still was giving abuse over the phone,

he then told me he don’t want nothing to do with me and to never message him again.

All because I was asleep for a few hours, I have NO IDEA what has came over him, he has never reacted like this I was so shocked and upset (his friend did die yesterday)

Anyway he ended up turning his phone off and leaving me to cry in my bed in a bad way. Now I gotta spend my birthday alone with no one legit (everyone lives so far away) and I don’t even know if he wants to be with me anymore

I thinking of my baby before anything

I’m just so angry and upset I needed it out

Please be polite, don’t be cruel, it was a rant more than anything