So I’m standing on the porch and my neighbor (blonde young guy with a bowl cut) is standing on his porch. My husband is standing at the fence looking at him. He didn’t know that I was standing there and he asks the neighbor “hey, wanna have a quickie”. I’m instantly furious and hurt all at the same time. I then speak up and ask him “wtf?!?! Are you gay?” (I have nothing against gay people but when it’s your husband married to a woman it’s a different story) he looks at me and says “umm yes and I’m sorry you had to find out like this” then he walks inside out home and starts packing up his stuff like he is finally free to do what he wants now. He proceeds to walk it over to the neighbors house. I walk back into the garage and he’s standing there pulling his kayak out of the garage to take over there as well. I’m thinking “omg is this really happening” and I ask him “how long has this been going on?” He said “a while now” then I ask him “you do realize that we are done done, like there’s no coming back” he says “well I’m gay so there’s definitely no chance of me coming back to you”. And he is acting really feminine while he’s telling me this. I’m wondering where all this came from. Such a manly man and he leaves me for my neighbor guy. All I can do is stand there and cry and it just hurt so bad that he didn’t even care. No amount of tears could make him care about the hurt that he’s doing to me. All the years just thrown away. This is what I’m thinking.

Update...... I hear “babe, I’m leaving, I love you!” So I look up at my husband and say “nope, no kisses form you because you cheated on me..... in my dream..... with a blonde guy with a bowl cut...... in my dream..... and he says “omg ok well I didn’t but give me a damn kiss so I can leave.... I looked up at him and said “nope!” Then he kisses me and says “ok I love you..... I say “ok I love you too but I’m mad at you.... then he walks away 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣