I never even knew this was a thing but now that it’s happening to me I don’t even know who to talk to about it or how to feel.

Let me just say I’m thankful the baby is healthy..

I’ve always pictured having a boy and then a baby girl. My first baby was a boy and after that pregnancy I didn’t even know if I wanted to have another baby but I ended up pregnant again and I just found out it’s another boy.

I’ve cried so many times ..

After I looked at the ultrasound pictures pointing to the gender it was so hard to see the potty shot so I posted the picture on mom groups and I had a lot of people say they thought it was a girl so I got my hopes up all over again and couldn’t wait to get the blood work back today.

Well blood work came back and it’s definitely a boy , I’m 13 weeks and 4 days.

I just feel like I’m not looking forward to shopping .. I feel guilty for being disappointed..

now I’m wondering will I even get a lil mini me?

I’m just upset and wanted to vent.

Any other moms felt this way?