***PLEASE*** Don’t skip past this! I REALLY need help/ advice!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ THROUGH ❤️ I’VE NEVER POSTED ANYTHING EVER IN MY LIFE BEFORE AND I’M SUPER SCARED! (Also I didn’t realize that I couldn’t include a screen recording, so please just ignore wherever I mention it. I did explain everything that was in the screen recording so it should make sense without it... I’ll include screenshots at the bottom too if it helps make sense. Thank you for your time 🥺)

Hi whoever reads this. I don’t even know if anyone will respond. This is my first time posting something on any kind of social media/ public thing (like EVER) and I’m really nervous. I don’t even know if I’ll have the courage to press post after I’ve written this but we’ll see. Anyway I hope that if you’re reading this, you could read it all the way through because I’ve been having something going on that is really worrying me and I’ve been terrified to talk to my mom about it (we’ve always been a “blaming” household, and I’m not ready to hear about how this is all just my fault someway or another) and I don’t know where else to go.

So I haven’t had my period since August 2019. It’s been almost a year now. I thought that I had gotten my period last month in the beginning of may, but it was like barely noticeable (Maybe a drop or two) and it was only for two days in a row.

I’m attaching a screen recording of my period schedule. It shows my normal periods, until things started getting weird in December 2018. I know I’m asking a lot, but if someone has the time, I would really appreciate some input on this. It’s starting to scare me.

In the recording you will see that in December 2018 I had my period for almost a month. I got my period at the beginning of December on an international flight. I had my period for a long time. Then you can see that I had a break and I got it again when I boarded a flight home. I heard that flight messes with your period so I wasn’t too worried about it because my periods were normal afterwards for a little bit.

After this “month-long” period (which ended in January), I got normal periods in February and March. But after my March period, I didn’t get it again for 4.5 months in July. After my July period I got my period in August 2019 and I haven’t gotten it since.

I am 17 years old, I have no other medical issues, and there is zero chance that I am pregnant. I know that this is super long but if someone could please take the time and give some knowledge on this I would REALLY appreciate it. This has been scaring me for a long time and I just need to get it off my chest and start doing something about it, I’m just not sure what.

If anyone has ANY knowledge on why this may be happening or what I should do, I would REALLY, from the bottom of my heart be very grateful if you could share 💕

(Also, I want to just say that when I was at my pediatrician for my routine checkup, I did ask her about my periods and how I was concerned I hadn’t had it in a while. I believe this was back in December. I forget exactly when... We recently had to find a new doctor and this was the first time we’d ever gone to her. She said that this is perfectly fine and there would only be cause for concern if I were to be bleeding too much. I’m not sure I believe that though...)

Anyways, thank you so much if you read this far. I really hope I can get some good advice. I appreciate it so so so much! ❤️ 😊 🤗 🙏🏽