Feelings are hurt

So last night me and my boyfriend got into a argument and . we have money problems and he's trying to get unemployment... but he says he acts like idc if we get unemployment or not , which isn't true I do care because we struggle with money.. but what hurt me was when he said " you sit there and look ugly because we don't have no money " like I already feel ugly as heck bout myself like everyday I say to myself" I wish I wasn't so ugly" and I already knew he thought I was ugly I can just tell by how he acts .. and he's always talking bout how " nappy" my hair is and stuff . Just didn't think your supposed to be SO could think your "ugly"