My cousin who is only 18 has recently been committed to a rehab center. She is being monitored while doing detox. It really hurts me deeply because we used to be so close. I feel so bad for not being there for her. Trying to be patient is hard and causing sleepless nights but I know it is the only thing i can do. I guess i’m just letting my feelings out because i hate hiding my thoughts. I just really miss the old days where we would laugh and dance like idiots to our favorite songs. I want to be there for her no matter what. I’m going to stick with her.

Note to self -

I promise i will help my cousin with her recovery and become closer again. God give me strength and wisdom please.