6 months pregnant ๐Ÿ’”

Pregnant with our 2nd. Our 1st is almost 2 ๐Ÿ˜” they didnt physically do anything but i found her pictures on his phone. Close up vag shots, flat ass, loppy boobs, ugly horse face. SAVED NUDES on his snapchat. Friends on tiktok but the his inbox was deleted. A whole second email for his hoe activities. Im devastated, this man ive been with for over 5 years ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM A MONTH AGO!!!! I said yes. I was planning a small intimate wedding. Looking for the perfect shade of nail polish for my engagement ring....i kicked him out for a few days with our baby so i can rest. I ended up in the hospital overnight from him squishing my belly tryin to get his phone back. Im terrified of doing this alone. 2 babies. Starting over. I cant even look at him....ive been playing a fathers day road trip since February. Saved up 600 without him knowing for gas and meals. Had the bags packed ready to go, got matching outfits to take pictures to announce this pregnancy now that im finally showing more and our engagement....im so lost. My sex drive has been super low after my last baby was born and being pregnant with a non stop running toldder is so exhausting...i didnt have the time to look good. Put my face on, bother with my hair, let alone keep everything shaved. Instead ive been planning on family budgets, how much we'll need for this second baby. Lookin at wedding stuff like an idiot. He told this girl hes a single dad while he was playin house with me. Best friends on snapchat. 2 solid weeks of non stop talkin and talkin on tiktok before that. He knew where she lived, worked, dogs and hobbies. She knew about his job and where he lives and our pets and baby.

BUT i did get some revenge. I broke his favorite bong, favorite guitar, some of pur pictures together, destroyed the flowers he got me that weve been growing all over the patio PLUS he haaaates glitter with a passion. The tiniest bit annoys him. SO i got 2 things of medium sized i guess you can say and put it everywhere!!! In his shoes, boots, hats,underwear, sweater and jacket pockets and hoods, in between the blankets, bedding, mattress cover, rugs, toilets, his tool box, in the curtains LOL i snapped it was hilarious. Then i took off and said he cant go back for another couple days. Im not there but i didnt want him comfortable at home. So hes at his dads. Wish i had cameras to see his reaction when he goes back