“Long story”

From last 2.5 years we are trying on and off . I had one miscarriage in last January.

I have 4 years old daughter her pregnancy was super easy and I conceived so quick.

I thought if I conceived her so quick that means I could get pregnant whenever i want.

But i was wrong😔 i never thought i will go through all this. While we were trying my husband’s two sisters got pregnant and one cousin. Whenever i see other women with their successful pregnancies i am happy for them but inside my heart always breaks down. I don’t wanna tell my family that i am trying because whenever they ask me when you gonna have second one that’s make me feel more sad . I always said whenever time will come.

I have no one with i can share my feelings. I always feel may be people will make my fun.

My daughter really wants sibling.

My husband is 39 and i am 25 .

My husband never cares about more kids . Of course he wants more kids but he always says “don’t worry at least we have one alot of people out there not even have one” so we are so grateful.

I don’t know what’s going on with me i am just super impatient.

Need some prayers and help please 😞