I am 22 years old and my boyfriend is 23 years old ... we’ve known each other since 9th grade and just started dating this year... going on 6 months now... in the first 3 months he was everything i wanted i couldn’t be without him... until one day he slapped me in the face for voicing my opinion and so own... it’s been happening it’s still happening he tried to kill me numerous times.. I’m very terrified he threatened my family ... and i don’t want anything to happen to them at all i know he will actually do it ... i feel so low i feel so ugly .. he says it’s my fault for him constantly hitting me and making him belittle me ... i don’t feel enough with my mom as it already is ... i tried breaking up and leaving but that just made things worse... He hits me when I’m crying about him hitting me he breaks my things i can’t even keep a job no more i don’t know what to do or who can help me I want out I’m so terrified for my life... I’m sick... he was hitting me for having anxiety attacks.. i don’t feel beautiful my words are over the place cause as i type this i don’t know how much longer i have I just want someone to hear me without judgement ... I’m only still here is b/c I’m terrified of what he may do to my family members ... i get choked out, my hair pulled out, he tries to make us wreck together, he hits me... i cant do this no more ... i can’t even have my own money to eat the things i wanted to eat ... I’m terrified of this man... this man hit me cause i didn’t want to have oral sex or any type of sex i just want my life back... he knows every place i can go I’m terrified I’m terrified... help me plz this man has stabbed me everything i can’t leave i need help i can’t even go to work anymore I’m stressed out my bills has pulled up i need help i need advice i want to leave