This is a rant but I really want to have sex I'm 14 I havnt properly kissed anyone because I havnt had the chance but if I did I would but here's the thing I can't fit a tampon but I can fit a hair brush handle and idk I'm really horny all the time and nothing does it for me anymore I feel like I've done everything porn all sorts of masturbation but it bores me and kissing seems boring and all I can think about is sex! What do i do!! Once I thought maybe even finding some random guy in the streets would do it, I feel desperate for it but idk what to do I feel reckless. Help.