Ranting just helps sometimes.

I have a healthy baby girl on the way and I am thrilled, more excited than I could put into words but I’m just not fucking happy because while I’m taking care of myself and my unborn baby, my boyfriend is a huge man child and pisses me off so much.

He never does anything with me anymore. He has no interest in me & him time. All he does when he’s with me is sleep and smoke weed, and then wake up from sleeping and then go out to “smoke up” with his friends all night. I know some people reading this may think I’m being over dramatic (so does my boyfriend) but to be on the other end of this is frustrating beyond words. I know weed for a lot of people works miracles so I do not have a problem with somebody who smokes and I would hate to classify somebody as a weed addict, but my boyfriend literally is.

I don’t think I want to be with him just because this is a HUGE problem and no matter what I say he will not compromise. Here I am ready to break things off and our daughter is 15 weeks away from being here. My heart hurts. I feel like I deserve somebody who takes my feelings into consideration more.