Just need to vent.

So being pregnant during this COVID 19 stuff is really shitty. I have been working reduced hours at my job since march and because I make too much I cant get any unemployment for hours lost. I'm losing 10 hours per week which means in the last 3 months I've lost over 3k in pay. Now they're jerking us around on when we're going to get back to 40 hour work weeks. Originally we were supposed to start this week, then they pushed it back to mid July. Now they pushed it back til the first week in August. I'm so pissed. Our government sent one lousy stimulus check and are not planning on sending more from what I'm hearing. Unemployment isn't helpful and then I feel like I'm "on hold" to go back to 40 hours so getting a second part time job seems like its be a waste of time/effort. Ugh! I have a baby on the way and I have a couple car repairs to pay for before baby is here. I was really looking forward to having a couple months of regular paychecks before baby is here but now I'm not even sure if I'll have a month of regular pay. I was hoping to be able to save for my maternity leave. This has just been such a shit time to have a baby cuz on top of work and money issues my SO cant participate in appointments like he should be able to. I'm trying to stay positive and I know everything will be okay in the end. But damn this all just SUCKS! Sorry for the long post just needed to let that out somewhere.