Is it bad to have a lot of abortion

I’ve had to abortion one with the pill at age 17 and now at 21 a surgical abortion and my mom told me she has also had abortion I even remember once I was little I was a little girl and she had a bump and then got an abortion she was like 3 months. She told me it messes up your body and one of my grandpas ex girlfriends had 5 abortions when they were young