Need advice ivf

So not best news I only had 1 embryo make it to blast on day 6 and the other 2 arrested. 1 arrested today at day 7. They are sending the 1 out for PG testing and I’m kind of terrified praying it’s normal. The nurse did mention if it is I have to decide if I want to freeze it and do another egg retrieval to get more eggs or do the transfer? Idk what to do I physically and emotionally feel I can’t. I’m tired I don’t want to go through those shots again I still feel like shit from the retrieval and feel so bloated. Anyone have advice. I’m 31 with healthy ovarian reserve. We have MFI and did icsi.

Also I paid for this all out of pocket about 15-16,000$. If I do another egg retrieval wouldn’t I have to pay for everything again and prob same price?? I couldn’t ask these questions because I was at my moms house when they called and no one knows I’m going through this.. I feel like if I tell ppl i don’t need the sympathy or anyone feeling sorry for me and I really don’t need the extra pressure

Please I need prayers