I swore I’d have an abortion if I got pregnant.

Savanna

I said so many times if I got pregnant right now I’d have an abortion because I’m not ready. But now that I’m actually pregnant I can’t bring myself to have one. I’m at a loss. I’m not ready and neither is my boyfriend but I can’t bring myself to have one. I know its just a pill but I’m almost 5 weeks and the heart has already formed and it’s gonna start beating soon and I can’t bring myself to rid the pregnancy. I need help.