Feeling defeated

Pumpkin • Miscarried 7 weeks👶🏻 TTC 🌈baby

Hey all

Even after doing bd around ovulation , i am feeling defeated as i never felt implantation bleeding, no sore boobs no nausea. I know i am 6-7 dpo. Bd on the day and after of first positive. It does not feel right to me at all.

I had my mmc in may but that was our first baby. I feel t hard to understand that why will god give no hard time in getting pregnant and have baby and others just nothing.

I am just feeling hopeless.