Does anybody else feel like a complete excuse of a women?

How frustrating is it that my body can’t even the one thing it’s made to do.

Why is it that month in and month out I put myself through it? I pray, wish and hope for two lines on a poxy test that never come..

I try so hard to make sure I do good in hope I’ll get good returned to me.. what have I done that’s so wrong to deserve this?

I’m sick of the heartbreaks.

I mourn the baby that never was??

42 pregnancy tests I took this month. Its pathetic.

I’m finding it harder and harder to watch others grow their families and mine be stood still.

I’m defeated 💔