First time masturbating since sexually abusive relationship!!

I can’t tell anyone that I know personally but I’m so excited I had to get it out!!

A year and a half ago I got out of a year long sexually abusive relationship.

I felt like my body belonged to him, I didn’t deserve pleasure, and I to this day have body image issues. For the longest time I couldn’t touch myself and when I could I either thought of him or how disgusting I must look.

Today I was finally able to do it with no thoughts of him or how bad I looked!