Omg even more confused

Just recently downloaded TikTok and it makes me even more confused.... why are there so many hot lesbians on there?!? Ugh I’m in so much trouble with my head right now. I’ve been struggling for a few months now that I’ve been wanting to experiment with another woman and I haven’t told my husband and now I am so much more confused then before... now it’s all I can think about and it’s all I want.